Sometimes I wish I lived on my own because I’m getting tired of conforming to everyone else’s desires and expectations. I don’t mean this in the sense that I wish I could do all the drugs and have all the sex and not have my parents yell at me, but I DO wish I could just have a place to come and relax and be myself and not worry about anything. I want a place where I don’t get nagged at for staying up until 3 AM and cooking food late at night. I want a place where I can scream at the top of my lungs or dance my feet off when I get the urge to do so. I want a place where I can dress however the fuck I want and do whatever to my hair and whatnot and not worry about my parents’ judgmental stares and lectures. It’s not that I don’t love my family or anything, I could just really use that little bit of freedom right now.
